In the moment of a flashback…

There are days, like today- in fact, this very moment, where I have to type uncontrollably to the beat of my own heart, just to silence it. Fighting the tumultuous beats with the sounds of the keys helps with calming the storm that happens inside the body I sometimes don’t recognize. My mind-it plays tricks […]

To My Future Man

Dear Future Husband/Boyfriend/Lover/Friend, There may be a few things about me you might want to know. These are things that are always lurking in the back of my mind; the things that make me difficult and amazing all at the same time. I’m going to tell you now, so you don’t have to chip at […]

Morning blubbery

Here we are again. My fingertips pounding at the keyboard. Not angry, not sad, not anything really. That’s probably what scared me the most; the not feeling anything, in this moment, that forced me to go back to the outlet that has always helped me understand myself and grow. Here we are again. Questioning the […]

But he never hit me…

In a world where disrespect is constant, kindness is looked at as weird, and disappointment ruins our dreams, we look toward the one we love to make the cruel, cold world warmer. But what happens when the one we love, is actually the one who creates the callous world we choose to live in? You […]

30 and single

Well, ladies and gents, tis true: I am still single. After being separated and divorced for three years now, best decision I ever made just in case you were wondering, I am still single. I was in a relationship for quite some time last year, one I have decided not to count because, well, it […]

frantic typing

This is the frantic typing of a dream I had. I wanted to get it down as soon as I woke up one day, so there exists no capitalization, grammatical intelligence, or organization of any kind. I will one day come back to editing it, but today is just a share day. Being that my […]

Hello world!

This is my very first blog, and I am so unsure of where to begin. There is much need for expression in my life, and sometimes I feel as if I don’t explore it enough. I guess this is something new for me to try. Random thoughts always pop into my head. Random questions. Experiences […]